Varenicline - Day 2

Today went pretty much like yesterday. The cigarette I had before lunch and before I took the pill felt pretty normal. I ate my lunch, took the pill, then had another cigarette and that one was pretty normal too. The other ones throughout the afternoon were like yesterday's - they just didn't feel like they did anything. When I finished them I thought to myself "why did I just do that?"

With the third one I had today after lunch, I got about 2/3rds of the way through and I didn't even feel like finishing it. I did, but I probably shouldn't have.

Tonight though, the cigarettes were feeling like normal again. Tomorrow is the last day for one .5mg pill - Monday it goes to two per day. I'm kinda curious what my dreams will be like when I'm taking one in the evening also.

Anyway I hope the whole futility/non-pleasure (it's not really displeasure, but more an absence of pleasure, and I'm not sure that there's a word for that) feelings persist. I read the success rate with Chantix after 1 year was only 22%. This is my first time trying to quit and I've been smoking for 12 years. I'd like to just do it once and be done because otherwise I'll've wasted $360.