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Chantix (Varenicline) blog
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Well it was a year ago last night that I had the last cigarette. I guess the Chantix worked. It does help that none of my friends smoke too, and also that I'm poor and couldn't buy a pack if I wanted to.
Well I just finished the 9th-week pack tonight. Still no cigarettes for me. I really honestly couldn't be happier with the way the drug is working. The vivid dreams seem to be subsiding just a little bit. A lot of them still involve high school though for some reason.
I just finished the 5th week pack of pills tonight. I still get the cravings, but they're slowly going away. I almost wouldn't call them cravings anymore - they're more of just a passing thought. Like "I'd like a cigarette right now," and then nothing. I've been cutting back on the Blow Pops and Tootsie Pops too. I just haven't wanted them as much either.
OK so it's been a full week since I had a cigarette. Nothing out of the ordinary except for the bad headache on Wednesday. I've had a few vivid dreams the last two days, but nothing that I would consider "abnormal."
I had a terrible headache and went to bed early last night, so I didn't post.
Nothing new today really. Everything was pretty much the same as yesterday. There were a couple times today where the craving was a little stronger than yesterday, but it was very brief. It's kinda hard to get used to not smoking at work anymore. I've been there for over 7 years and smoked the whole time. I've been pretty busy every day this week, and while I'm working I keep getting to a stopping point and I think "I should go get a cigarette now."
No cigarettes today, and no problems to speak of. I did have cravings during the day, especially after meals and on the way home from work, but those were negligible.
Today was a good day. I was pretty busy at work so I didn't have time to sit there and think about cigarettes. I had one after lunch around noon, then one around 5:00, and the last one after dinner a little before 9:00. I'm not as nervous as I thought I'd be about having no cigarettes left, but we'll see what goes on tomorrow.
Today went well. I got up around 11:30, had the first cigarette a little after noon (after lunch). I left about 12:20 to drive downtown for the Astros game and didn't have any cravings in the car. I was going to have the cigarettes 3 hours apart and not have one late at night but it didn't work out that way. The second cigarette was after the Astros game at around 4:20. The next two were about 4 hours apart after that.
Well I had a little trouble sleeping in the late morning today. I had a couple of vivid dreams, but I forgot what they were now. I should've posted that after I got up.
Today has been great so far. I slept well last night, did not have a cigarette right when I woke up, and generally felt fine all day.
I put the foam topper back on the mattress last night. I did sleep better through the night, but I had a little trouble getting to sleep. I know I wanted a cigarette really bad while I was lying there. I'm not sure if it was worse to try to get to sleep with the craving, or with the stimulant effect of the nicotine.
Well I did cut back some today. I did not have a cigarette when I first woke up (and felt fine) and I will not have one before bed tonight. I'm not supposed to have one before bed anyway, but my usual habit is to have one, then take a shower, then go to bed. During the day I cut back from one about every hour to one every 1:30-1:45. I was really craving them by the time I did have them though. That kinda fell apart after dinner. I wasn't paying attention to the time but I think I was having one every 1:15 or so.
So nothing special really today. Overall, every cigarette today felt pretty much the same as the ones yesterday (except the first one in the morning). And again I do think that the satisfaction from smoking has been diminished somewhat, but that I'm also getting used to it.
Man I had trouble sleeping last night. I don't know if it was the pills or the fact that I slept until 3:00 yesterday. I went to bed a little after 1:00 because I was tired then, but it was well after 2:00 when I finally got to sleep. Then I kept waking up during the night. I think part of this is that my mattress is sagging in the middle and if I try to sleep on my stomach then it bends my back too much and hurts. I'll see what I can do about that tonight.
Well today really went a lot like yesterday. I had the first pill late in the day (because I was sleeping - not because I drove out to my parents' before lunch) and the cigarettes in the afternoon were similar to yesterday's. And honestly now that I think about it I don't think there was quite as much satisfaction as normal with today's cigarettes or yesterday's. I think I'm just kinda getting used to the fact that there won't be as much as normal. Maybe the effects on the first two days were a little more pronounced since the feeling on that one day was different from the feeling I got with the thousands of cigarettes I smoked in all the time I was addicted.
Well today didn't really seem promising. I had lunch out at my parents' so I had 3 cigarettes before I got there, then had lunch, then a cigarette. After lunch we played Uno and watched TV for a while so it was probably 3 hours or so before I had another cigarette.
Today went pretty much like yesterday. The cigarette I had before lunch and before I took the pill felt pretty normal. I ate my lunch, took the pill, then had another cigarette and that one was pretty normal too. The other ones throughout the afternoon were like yesterday's - they just didn't feel like they did anything. When I finished them I thought to myself "why did I just do that?"
OK so one of the side effects listed for Chantix is "abnormal dreams."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Varenicline